I can't cope!!

I just had a meeting with my FYP supervisors.. and man! do i feel stupid! I know I am not exactly prepared for it. I just went to the lab, took a look at the apparatus and tried to make sense of the stupid test rig. I don't even have any idea what I was supposed to do! So naturally, to avoid doing extra work, I decided to clarify things with him. Think he got kinda mad at me.. He was like thinking: Second week of school liao you still dunno what you are doing!!!!???? that kind of look.. somewhat digusted at and somewhat despising me.. I mean, I just read all those from his look, I may be wrong, I hope I am, but this is enough for me to have a panic-attack. Second week of school and I am stressed. Must be the final year factor.

Breathe in.. fill up your abdomen, then your lungs... hold it there... exhale.. this is what i learnt in my yoga lessons, to calm myself down, but apparently... it does not really work for me, at least not in this situation. So right now, I am blogging to make myself feel better. And it doesn't really help either. In fact, it is reminding me of the things that I have to do and the time I am wasting blogging. Oh My GOd!!! I am realLy StResseD!!!!!!